Somewhat Calmer

I think it's mostly the lack of sleep I've been getting thanks to Precious and Pouncer (in the picture) keeping me awake with their nocturnal adventuring - but I'm a little calmer today than I was yesterday. RSW emailed me to say I was tres far away from the truth yesterday. I'm not sure how that works when I was mostly ranting about how he makes me feel and how I feel towards him. Who does he think he is telling me how accurate I am about how I feel? He's beyond evil.

Meanwhile, I had therapy this morning. My poor therapist, I started off telling her how I've started my studies and I got my new job. She was thrilled. Then I launched into how my weekend went and how I've not been able to eat, etc since. We talked about how I need to be prepared for set backs in the near future in case things don't go brilliantly with the cottage and the job while it's all in the pipeline. I don't deal with stress like this at all so it's felt like there is a spin cycle going on in my stomach ever since. The only upside of all this emotional turmoil is weight loss. Hooray!

It's terribly good timing. SD and I are having a joint birthday party on Friday. We're going for a private pole dancing lesson with friends. Well, her friends at least. T was the only one of my friends actually able to make the date once pushed to RSVP. Another subject thoroughly discussed this morning. Meanwhile, seeing as I need to get dressed up in short shorts and a little top with heels for the lesson, I'm really not going to start complaining about the lack of appetite. In fact, bring it on!!!!!

Happy Birthday, SD. I think you're gorgeous and terrific and stunning.

Wardrobe Summary: I brushed my hair! In fact, I even washed it! It's now wavy and up in a bejewelled pin in a messy bun. Black pumps, sheer hosiery, grey Audrey/Givenchey-esque dress, silver cuff, black strap watch. Make Up: hot pink Stila creme cheek colour, Philosophy kiss me lips, mascara.